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Oct. 9th, 2026 08:08 pm
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I really enjoyed The Apple and the Pearl, which I would describe sort of as a bittersweet fantasy mosaic novel set in the milieu of the all-timer This American Life episode "Music of the Night after Night after Night."

The Apple and the Pearl takes place over the course of one day on a train that carries a traveling ballet theater from place to place. Every night, the company puts on the same show, "The Apple and the Pearl", in the middle of the woods or a field or a meadow -- today happening to be All Souls', it's a graveyard -- for an audience of weird haunted faerie creatures. And every day, before the show happens, they go through all the ordinary business of a ballet company: changing up the casting, endless rehearsals, setting up the backdrops, flirting, rehashing old arguments, introducing new trainees, dodging that one lighting guy who's always making uncomfortable jokes, avoiding that other musician who's been sobbing about his lost love for months now, eternal massive rounds of laundry with insufficient laundry machines.

And it's all normal! It's largely very normal, and very banal, except that you don't talk about the people who disappear with the fairies -- it happens, every once in a while -- though that's actually not what happened to the musician's lost love, she just broke up with him normally and decided not to renew her contract with the weird fantasy mystery train and got another job, which makes it extra annoying to everyone else that he's still summoning magical sorrows for the whole company every time he plays that one second act solo. And maybe one or two of the company members know a little more about the lands of fairy than the rest -- maybe some of them have even spent some time there -- but for every girl who sees ghosts or exiled changeling still looking for a way home, there's another member of the company whose biggest concerns today are 'the ballet mistress still thinks I am doing a bad job' or 'I have been dating this other dancer for sooo long and I don't know how to break up with him' or 'my son's tuition bills are stacking up again and my ex isn't helping AND the hot lesbians haven't texted me back'.

And over the course of All Souls' Day, we're going to spend a little bit of time with all of them: the dancers, the musicians, the costumers, the lighting techs, the company manager and the company cook, everybody who keeps the train going and ensures that night after night, the show goes on. It's not so much a story with a plot as a series of portraits, with a kind of increasing weight of tension as the day approaches its end; for much of the book there's nothing particularly different about this day to set it apart from any other day on the train, so of course, as the book goes on, you-the-reader start to wonder, why are we seeing this day? and wait for whatever might be coming before the book closes. But me, I'm just happy to see a ballet fantasy that is not only very good about the realities of ballet but gives equal weight to all the people who are involved in putting a show on stage, the front- and back-of-house, the glamor and the magic and the quest after an impossible perfection and the repetition and the boredom and the endless and eternal loads of laundry, and I enjoyed this one very much.

coming out

Oct. 10th, 2026 10:25 am
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The thing about being, on the surface, kind of conventional, is that you can manage to go a very long time without ever having to mention certain things. Thus I have somehow managed to go most of my life while only telling four people.

Person 1: My roommate, to whom I said that my favourite shoes were my “bisexual stompy boots of doom” (red Doc Martens, that I still miss). End of conversation.

Persons 2 and 3: Some more roommates. We were talking about the Kinsey scale, and I mentioned, offhandedly, that I was approximately a Kinsey 1.5. End of conversation.

Person 4: A friend, herself kinda queer, to whom I said that I was having ALL THE FEELINGS because the national census had just made me choose between “straight” and “bisexual” and I knew damn well I wasn’t straight.

And that’s it. Most of the people in my life have never learnt this vital fact about me, because I’m married to a man, and only ever had boyfriends. But there have been signs…

Like my love of the movie D.E.B.S., because the Lucy/Amy relationship is too cute. (And Lucy is… quite fascinating.)

Like my enormous interest in writing femslash.

Like the way my jaw drops every time Erica Durance walks onto the set of Smallville.

Like my tendency in Stardew Valley to spend 20% of my plays marrying Sebastian - and the rest of the time marrying ALL the ladies.

But then, these are signs that are very easy to miss, unless you’re watching closely.

Hi. I’m Mez. And I am apparently bisexual.

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Oct. 9th, 2026 05:39 pm
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Another Mickey Mouse video

Oct. 9th, 2026 02:49 pm
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Ghosted by Talia Tucker

Oct. 9th, 2026 08:52 am
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Keziah Nam's quest to deliver justice is complicated by an unexpected crush and her personal demon, Steve.

Ghosted by Talia Tucker

So, I've been thinking about mpreg

Oct. 13th, 2026 04:27 am
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Specifically, I've been doing some rough arithmetic.

So, the premise of mpreg is that people who have penises and testicles and XY chromosomes can get pregnant, sometimes or all the time. Weirdly, I've never encountered... uh... ffpreg, in which people with ovaries and vaginas and XX chromosomes can get other people pregnant. But anyway, let's assume it exists too. Which raises an interesting question about heterosexual couples - can they both get pregnant and also impregnate each other? Should we just assume that they're all hermaphroditic and that "male" and "female" are simply gender markers with no reference to physical sex?

Well, if we dig into that, we'll be here all night.

Anyway, in a high school biology textbook, virtually all people are either XX or XY. In real life it's not quite like that, but it's close enough for my math, and I don't want to make my math harder anyway. This math is going to be a lot easier if I ignore things like "reality" and "gender", so. Physical sex is one of the features of human existence that shows simple Mendelian inheritance patterns - it's not a multi-gene trait, I mean.

Now, back before conception, the gametes (sperm and egg) each contain half the genes of the parent, which are potentially half the genes of the new baby. If there is a baby. The egg cell will have an X chromosome, because the parent who contributes an egg only has X chromosomes, and the sperm will have either an X or a Y. In real life, there may be a screwup and you can get an embryo and thence a child with a weird combo like "X0" or "XXY" or whatever but, importantly, you can't have life without at least one X chromosome. It doesn't work.

And if we were to write a punnet square for sex, we'd get four options: Xmom1Xdad, Xmom2Y, Xmom1Xdad, Xmom2Y - half girl, half boy. If there are 600 babies born to such couples every year, we expect 500 xx and 500 xy. (Actually we don't expect that. If there is no artificial intervention then we get slightly more boys than girls, I don't know why. If there *is* artificial intervention then we tend to get lots more boys than girls, and everybody knows why. But this is not just high school bio, it's also high school math, or maybe middle school math.)

But let's look at a punnet square for a hypothetical mm couple, and this time without subscript because that's a hassle - XX, XY, YX, YY. One of those things does not work! So, taking away all the YY conceptions, they cannot survive, our options are XX, XY, and YX. If it doesn't matter who contributes the Y chromosome and who contributes the X chromosome then mm couples have a 2/3 chance of producing boys, which is to say, if there are 600 babies born to such couples every single year then we expect 400 boys to 200 girls, which is a just insane ratio.

However, if we also allow ffpreg... well, all their babies are going to be XX, right? So if mm couples and ff couples exist in the same ratio, and if they also reproduce the same amount, then out of our 1200 yearly babies with same-sex parents we'll see 800 girls and 400 boys.

This really shouldn't be enough to screw up the sex ratio of the entire population if the proportion of same-sex couples is about the same as it is in reality land. Same-sex couples are literally queer. There's just not as many people interested in it! But the people who write mpreg have a strong tendency to write a lot more same-sex couples than het couples. So maybe in the mpreg-verse, nearly everybody is in a same-sex relationship and hardly anybody is in an opposite-sex relationship. In this idyll, women outnumber men by a huge percentage. I hadn't meant to conclude by linking to The Matter of Seggri, but why not.

I hate this hot and cold weather

Oct. 12th, 2026 01:42 pm
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I shouldn't have to switch from a/c to heater and back again!

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“Maybe we could introduce a character in the Absolute Universe BEFORE we meet them in the main universe?” they said. “Okay,” I said. -- Al Ewing

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Midnight X-Men #1

Oct. 8th, 2026 11:28 pm
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I can't say I was particularly excited by an entire series of vampires and X-Men, but honestly? This was pretty good!

Below the cut, worldbuilding and red meat for Scott Summers fans.

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LOTR marching band

Oct. 8th, 2026 11:19 pm
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This is too old for For Narb, Michigan and Iowa, two 'Lord of the Rings' halftime shows.

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Oct. 8th, 2026 05:16 pm
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Mystic wanderer Matt Black gets drawn into Edmund the witch's belated effort to process past trauma.

A Red Heart of Memories (Spores Ferry, volume 1) by Nina Kiriki Hoffman

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